January 2012
oh yeah
i longboarded to shane’s because the weather is so fucking awesome and I watched him run around in hit boot because he has a broken leg and fly his kite
it was nice
i miss the little guy
“Forget the books you want to write. Think only of the book you are writing.”
– Henry Miller (from Henry Miller on Writing)
Tayl0r is okay though
I’ve been dancing around my room and singing and freaking out and making funny faces and I’m really in a good mood no matter how shitty things were today because there were ups about today
Liana invited me to sit outside
Sat with Landon this morning on the bus
I looked good today
I’m smiling a lot
I had another reason but I forgot it
so
i feel good
yep
SHITTY THINGS THAT HAPPENED TO TAYL0R.
Science teacher saw me give my paper to Avery this morning
Library time got cut short for the paper I was writing
Guessed on a lot of questions for an English/Latin test but actually think I did really well
Spilled my rice on the ground at lunch
Ripped my lunch bag after dropping everything
Have a 49% in a class
wow
I actually feel pretty today
I wish my face would clear up
and since i’m crying i might as well try to fucking throw up because my head is throbbing and my stomach is in my throat and we’re all dying anyway and this is shit because i’m rambling and i just want to feel at home and maybe be happy because that’s never fucking going to happen for me.
“Spring passes and one remembers one’s innocence. Summer passes and one remembers...”
– Yoko Ono (via lucifelle)
I just really want to tear my insides out. I don’t want to feel like this. I don’t want to be like this. I don’t know.
I don’t know anything.
yeah thats a real big slap in the fucking face. sorry i even brought this shit up. it really is shitty sometimes because all i want to do is take care of you. permission my ass.
I’M DIZZY AND I DON’T KNOW WHY AND IT’S SCARY BUT I’M A HYPOCHONDRAIC SO I DON’T KNOW.
Mason went to the hospital today and has strep, scarlet fever, a nasal infection, and mono
damn
;aldkjf;laskdfja;lsdkfj let’s hope I don’t get any of it because I definitely wasn’t making out with him yesterday
whatwouldbriando replied to your post: my rose started randomly running and i thought it…
hahaha oh my god insight into the life of taylor
It was SCARY.
My boyfriend had a 104.6 fever at 12 last night. I’m really worried because he hasn’t been to the hospital. that’s only 1.4 degrees away from death. No. That’s not okay. I’m so scared. a;ldkfja;sldkfj
“You’re an interesting species. An interesting mix. You’re capable of such...”
– Carl Sagan (via moreofamore)
my rose started randomly running and i thought it was getting ready to bleed or something. I’ve never had a nose bleed
it may have been because i just sneezed
oh
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I need a new necklace. Simple. Something I can wear everyday. I hate when I don’t have anything. I finally was getting used to my one I got for Christmas and it like half broke and Mason wears it now or something. I don’t have any rings or anything. It bothers me so much. Everything that has had meaning has either broken or I gave it away.
I feel like I had something to say, but I guess it’s just buried in my mind with the other thoughts that are long forgotten. I’m thinking a lot and I don’t know if it’s good. So I’m going to go take a shower just to make sure I don’t do anything stupid.
“I’ve always envied people who sleep easily. Their brains must be cleaner, the...”
– David Benioff, City of Thieves (via matrem)
The first time I tried to watch Wristcutters: A Love Story it was like 4 am and I passed out in the first 20 minutes BUT HOLY MOTHER OF GOD I THINK THAT JUST MADE MY FAVORITE MOVIE LIST. asdfhjlasdfljkafdhasdfjk;l
