February 2010
Thinking about zombies o.O Id rather be one than dieeee. (: a pretty zombie please
“She’s got red lipstick and a bright pair of shoes. She’s got knee...”
“I bet he thinks you’re the bees knees.”
– olivia
Friends.
Since when do I care if YOU care who I’M friends with? Yeah, we weren’t friends for awhile, but she forgave me. She’s really cool and yeah maybe she can get annoying sometimes, but it’s cute when she blushes like a little girl. Come on. Girl’s are piss off’s. I’m tired of people judging other people. I’m going to include her, even if you don’t...
“A smile can tell alot about a person but what’s hidden behind it can tell...”
– Dakota
Win.
So there’s this really bitchy 6thgrader I have to carpool with on Thursdays, right? Okay, well this one time I was STARVING. And so she decides to get out this killer delicious Chocolaty Lincoln log looking thing. And so I was eyeballing it the whole time she stuffs it in her tinsy body. And she SEES me looking at it. And what do you know, I guess she wasn’t taught to share…...
“You’re like a wreck out on the highway, I can’t look away and i...”
Goodmorning.
It’s too early… Alive and Awake. School…ew.
Likes.
Tyler Ward. Sarah Wheatley. Olivia Renfro. Music. Pringles. Poetry… Haha Tyler [: Laughing. holding hands. When people find my tickle spots. Photography. Cool Pictures. Drawing. Letters. Mix CDs. Presents. The cold. Talking on the phone. The dark. Facefuck. kissing. Chewing on pens. T-Shirts. Chucks. Vans. Belts. Techno. Dancing…um. Failing at dancing*. Correcting myself. Writing....
Wants.
I want to be a writer. To get all my feelings out. A poet. But it seems when I write these things down, they don’t meet my standards. I hate it.
I want to feel the warmth of Tyler’s body. But we’re seperated most of the time. I want to be close to him. His heart racing against mine.
I want to be the first choice. For her to come to me with all her problems. I was her shoulder...
“Your love is what keeps me going.
My heart beating, my blood flowing.
The...”
– Props to my boy friend: Tyler.
Unknown Source.
“sink to the bottom,
like an achor in motion.
bubbles rise
i open my eyes...”
– Olivia Renfro.
Poem.
A Finished Product.
Inspiration: To Write Love On Her Arms.
Sarah// I didn't like the other.
Sarah. I love you. Okay. I love everything about you. I think you are my best friend. For real. Not anyone else. I think you always have been, but we went exploring. And we are being reunited. He he. I miss how we used to goof off. How we used to go and do our hair up and walk around your neighborhood. Me in my fairy costume. I miss how we sat in your grandma’s backyard. You being my perfect...
“I’ve got a lot to say, if you will let me. It’s always hard, when...”
– Erica Sawyer
Sarah///For You My Love.
Sarah, I love you. Even if you do want to look like a stank ass hoe. [: lmao. just kidding. You’re part of me. Tyler’s one half and you are the other. Combined I am me. Separated, I’m broken. I need you. A lot more than I need a lot of people. You help me. So much. You listen to me. You are one of the few people I don’t hate in this hell hole of a city. We are going to move...
“The more I see the less I know. The more I like to let it go.”
– Snow(Hey Oh)
The Red Hot Chili Peppers.
Food.
Hmmm. I had brownies last night.
and pringles today :D:D
I like food. hehe
“Because all scars heal and eventually fade; but this heart will never forget how...”
– Well. It’s this girl that’s one of my best friends friend. HA. Her name’s Dakota. And I want to know her. So yeah [:
“one person could give me chills. goosebumps. take my breath away. longing for...”
– Olivia. Shes a poet. From the poem: To the Sea
Time Limits.
I mean what the hell? I get time limits to be on the computer? And you complain about me just sitting around the house now? Wait until I have to sit and look at a flipping wall for 4 whole fucking hours. HA. Yeah right. Cell Phone bill is about to go up again. WOO HOO. HA. That’s your fault right there.
Making fun of me for self injuring myself… This is the cause you know....
“Oh it’s not that interesting, but I’d like to keep it a secret; So...”
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Gone. Just Like That
Sometimes, you put away the things that make you sad, to focus on the happy. But down the road, those sad things catch up with you. And they’re worse than before. People and things come and go. You have them in your hold, and suddenly they’re gone. Just Like that.
You told me you bottle up your feelings. Well I would like to be that bottle. The bottle where you write everything down...
“were only here to lose.
when dreams are vanished
and there is no one beside...”
– Allyson Gallo. My closest friend
“People tell me I’ve changed. But the truth is, I’ve found myself.”
“sometimes the dark stings more than the light.
tears are heavier than a smile....”
– Olivia. My Friend.. Best Friend.
Here.
I don’t like it here. It’s cold. And I’m alone a lot. I think I need some tea. Yum.
Here is lonely. Here is boring. Here is where all hell breaks loose.
Lets hope a fallen angel will save the day.
Maybe the apocalypse will happen too.
Hmm. Maybe.
I can dream. Right?
